Woke up to radio hosts talking about how ridiculous some popular New Year's resolutions are. One of the reasons why I hate the radio; full of shallow people like that. Different people have their own goals, it's not right to criticize them.
Speaking of this new year. I mostly had a goal of dropping all the stupid stuff that happened in the past. After realizing how completely rude I had been. To some people, at one point. I never realized that I was not my own person. I listened and agreed with almost everything my friends did. Even the stuff I knew was wrong. And that, my dear friends, was wrong. I personally don't like to say I regret anything, but there are somethings that I wish I could have never done. Like being mean to some of the nicest people, for no effing reason. I feel terrible for that. I don't even deserve to have what I do. Especially the chance, that one girl gave me. A girl that I feel the most horrible about. I knew it was wrong at the time, and I said those things anyways. Idiotic follower. My 8th grade name. In any case, today was a turning point. This girl is giving me the chance I've always wished for. And I can't thank her enough. Erase the past year? I'd be more than happy to. I made a new friend today; one that I should have had a long time ago. Let's see where it goes.
By the way, your eyes are far more amazing than mine. Why, you ask?
Because they have the ability to make me fall even more in love, just by gazing into them. I love looking up to you.
1 comment:
Oh, i love your fluffy pen a lot
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