It's never what you think.

"Just when you think something different about someone, they go and say something like that."

She took the words right out of my mouth.

I can talk to so many more people about things, and so easily. And they understand. Completely.

Ry is right. It's like we're not even really friends. I mean, she's there. She can be cool. But more than half the time, I'm resisting the need to scream at the top of my lungs to "Shut the eff up!" Luis gets it fully. I suppose he's going through the same thing.

I love that my boy is able to talk sense into me, though. I told him I don't like her, but he was quick to say, "No, you don't." And you know what? He's right. It's not that I don't like the girl. I just cannot effing stand her. Alot of the time. I was planning on talking to him about it today, but he had to leave. Regardless, his presence made my day. <3

While looking for a journal like one that Sebastian Valmont had, I came across a book that I absolutely need. It's called Journals. Apparently, it's like, a bunch of Kurt Cobain's personal journals, all wrapped into an almost 4oo page book. It seems so amazingly interesting. Once I finish Breaking Dawn, it is definitely a must-buy.

So, it's a three day weekend. How joyous, home alone for three days. It'll go by quick though, so whatever. I'm off to watch my favorite movie. If you haven't watched the movie "Cruel Intentions", I strongly suggest you do. It's my favorite movie, and the only person I've ever met who loves it as much as I do, let alone has even seen it, is my boyfriend. Although, I love that fact. :] In any event, go watch it.

Um, let's see, deep thought to leave you all with...

Do not be fooled by people who pretend to care. The ones that you can truly call friends are the ones that will really listen, and try to help as best they can.

Become my best friend, will you? I'm in dire need of one.