Exactly one week my love, and i'll feel whole again.

today i realized just how much i love my cousin. gabriel has to be my favorite family member, no doubt. he can be completely annoying, stupid, immature, and at lots of times, i just want to slap him in the face. but he is the best cousin i could ever ask for. we have fun all the time, we like all the same bands, clothes, movies. he's more my brother than he is my cousin. and unfortunately, college and his firefighter dreams will take him away from me in a flash. the only person in this house i can relate with, and i can't count on him forever. sometimes i hate the future.