I overthink things way too much.
Doing so makes me go a little insane.
I'm a complete pessimist, but my confidence tells me I shouldn't be.
I should listen to my heart more than my mind. It's always more accurate.
I'm going to get in so much trouble for losing my algebra 2 notebook.
Bring Me The Horizon owns my life at the moment.
I really do think I could live in this weather forever.
Dad needs to give me more money, stat. Or else, I won't be able to buy my friends anything for Christmas.
Coffee is the worst possible thing to drink before bed; i know, so not obvious, huh?
Meagan is the bestest friend ever.
I have the lowest self esteem ever.
I'm going to start actually being myself, for real, starting tomorrow.
Dreams suck.
Ryan Ross really does keep me living.
I need the new BMTH shirt.
If love is so strong, and so fast, then why is it so hard to say aloud?
For everyone, I mean.
I miss mom like hell. Thanks for the tears.
There's only one certain boy that's making me smile anymore.
Free Ronnie Radke!
Terrible substitute teacher. That's it.
Screw PE.
Snow snow snow. Everywhere but here.
Ho Ho Hopefully; my Christmas anthem.
This rain and wind brings us all closer together, but nothing makes me feel more whole than you. Pacing around my mind and I know for once that things like this are good. Something I never knew. She never did anything, I never see them, I'm never good enough. You're the one thing that makes me forget, makes me smile, and makes me have purpose once again. No one ever knows how much that means. Hell, I'm not even sure if I do. Just yet. But I know I love you. Stay right here, always by my side.
"i'm feeling quite a bit better now because of you."
Quote of the week:
if you're ever lucky enough to have dreams about someone, and wake up right next to them then you'll know how i've felt the past week or so.with you i don't have to be anybody.my name is just "yours"
-ry

Wow. Mr Ross is finally inspiring to write things with actual meaning. When did that happen? Guess I'm growing up.

xoxo
-alyssa